so it has been a year since i have been one here…
but recently felt God pushing me to share my story more.
i want to start with an update on my life.
since last year i applied and got accepted into Liberty University’s Strategic Intelligence online program for Fall 2019.
two weeks before classes started i began to get anxiety over whether or not this was the right path for me.
so i decided to take the semester off to figure out what i wanted to do.
instead of spending my fall taking classes, i did ballet, i was part of my company’s production of Nutcracker (where i played the part of the cook (party scene), snowflake, Spanish core, mother ginger (SO. MUCH. FUN.), and was thrown into Russian last minute when a soloist got injured and we needed to move people around),
i researched colleges, scholarships, careers, job locations, programs… you name it,
i learned a little more about myself,
and most importantly, i grew my relationship with God.
okay so if you have read any of my first posts, you know that i literally want to study everything and have a degree in everything, a job in everything.
i want to do everythingggg. which poses quite a problem, because… i can’t.
so anyways throughout the rest of 2019 i went from saying
YES i am going to definitely do Strategic Intelligence…
to… I am going to be a NURSE!
to… what about being a astrophysicist?
heyyy what about a software engineer?
to … what if i did pursue art as a career?
annnd back to NO i am definitely going into criminal justice of some kind…
and well what about … animation…
long story short… I am currently on my second 8-week semester at SNHU, pursuing a career in Visual Development, studying Game Art and Development (this program offered everything i wanted to be able to go into a visual development career, but WAY cheaper than more specific programs at other “ART” colleges)
i have been LOVING it.
i know that reading this post you may be thinking “shes totally going to change careers again”
and you know what that is VERY possible.
however, i feel more at peace with the decision to go into an art/animation degree than i have with any other program.
art is something i could never live without. however, whenever i thought of making it my career before it scared me because being forced to do something i love so much would take the fun out of it, right?
i have recently been feeling like this gift that God gave me, to be able to illustrate things and create things from my imagination onto paper, is something God has a plan for.
so i am pursuing it.
I still want to do all the other thing listed above and I struggle some days knowing im studying art and not nursingforensicsciencecriminaljusticelawcomputerprogramming…
i know that God’s has a huge plan for me.
no matter where i am next in ten years i know that all this will strengthen my faith and relationship with God.
so for now i will be in my room, studying, drawing, creating, sharing my creations, and writing here…
this was a quick little update on where im at, but i look forward to writing on here more and sharing what God is teaching me and what i am doing everyday.